Reflection

Seems like my dad wants me to not get involved in anything but studies.
Why oh why.
Should I back out on HR chapter?
SDZ and ballet are taking up most of my time.
What should be my priorities?
I think my parents are getting jealous/upset because I haven't been paying much attention to them.
For that, I feel guilty.
Sigh, I guess I should learn from my lessons and shall not commit in too much things in poly.

And what a fail daughter am I, I did not do anything for my parents on Mother's and Father's Day.
I think my dad is very disappointed in us(my brother and I) because my brother is involved in a marathon and I'm involved in a concert tomorrow, hence both of us cannot spend Father's Day with him. :(.

So much to do yet so little time. So many different group of friends to bond with, especially my classmates. I asked my father for the permission to stay over for the chalet, and as expected he said "No". What should I do? It is already bad enough that I did not play my part and plan for the chalet, now I won't be able to sleep over + I have dance training on monday 6pm which clashes with the chalet.

Le sigh, guess I'll just follow my heart and do what i feel like doing!