Need to stop dreaming of my deceased uncle.
I miss him so badly even though he is gone for around.. 5 years if I'm not wrong?
I will wake up in tears and the empty feeling.
I'm damn scared that it is a sign that my aunt who is fighting with cancer is gonna go off to join him too.
I really hate it. I hate it when I always can remember my dreams except if it is deja vu.
Then the dreams will torture me throughout the whole day.
This happened when my grandfather passed away.
I'm really worried.

I hate the fact that I will put up a strong font in front of everybody then I'll still continue to stone in front of the laptop even though I'm so vexed. walao, it's like I just want to break down and cry but my face/brain just give some stupid poker face or smile. retard max.

I have gotten closer to my classmates recently though. Idk if it's a good or bad thing.
They actually asked me why I would purposely distant myself from them.
Haha, I was taken aback when I received the text.