Need to adapt to changes.
Tomorrow's my birthday but I'm not really feeling it yet. Maybe because I have entered Poly then I'm not used to not having any pre-celebration of my birthday or smth like that.

It scares me though.
The fact that people talks behind your back, be it in a positive way or negative way.
I have no idea how the heck does other people that I have never seen them before knows about my life.
I freaked out when I was told that random strangers were discussing about my life. ide.
Sighpie, I don't really reveal much of my emotional side on blog.
Sometimes when I confide in my close friend, I wonder if they are just curious how am I going to breakdown  or how bad my life is or they genuinely care.

But nah, haven't broke down and I'm leading a happy life right now.
I like spending time alone at home. I like the freedom that I have right now.