There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
You've gotta get up and try try try
Today is an emotional roller coaster to me. I hate it when my thoughts multiply themselves and how I'll force to contain them within my brain and try to reveal as little of my thoughts as possible. Being unable to control your own emotions sucks. & I'm like an open book, you can just read my emotions off my face.
As much as I hope that I'm a plain Jane, I'm not.
What am I becoming into? I have no idea. Months of exercising, trying to lose weight and my fat thighs but to no avail. I'm judgmental. I'm not complaining that others can't judge me. I just want to feel good about myself. But if I can't accept myself now, what makes it so sure that I will be happy with my own body if I ever get contented with it?
I just feel like curling up in a ball and cry out my emotions tonight, praying that things will be alright, praying that I will feel fine once again.
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