Snapshots of my life

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

One Year Later.

To tortoise.

I didn't really dare to face/blog about my emotions towards you ever since we broke up because I wasn't strong enough or thinking logically enough.
But now I am. Thanks to you who taught me to be strong.
I'm blogging this because I feel like I never really did bid goodbye in a rational manner. LOL took me 11 months close to a 1 year to deal with it. (thousand apologies, you know I'm bad at controlling my emotions :D )

I'm really glad that you're doing so well in your life.
Sometimes I wonder if you still read my blog once in a while to see how I'm doing.
You're and will always be my very first best guy friend in my short span of 17 going to 18 years.
I hope you manage to chance on this post and you're smiling while reading it.

Thank you for all the stuffs you did for me. For the late night phone calls where you will only hang up after I go to sleep even though you're so tired and we have to wake up early in the morning to go to school, especially during the O's period. For tolerating my nonsense even though you're having a hard time at work/school. Thank you for being the most important part of my life during my secondary school life. I'll remember every single bit of them and I appreciate your efforts, really.
You'll always have a place in my heart. I will always be here for you, as a friend and I'm always just a text away. I hope we'll still have the chance become friends or good friends in the near future. Thank you for facing the breakup so maturely and so calmly about it. It definitely made my whole process of moving on even smoother. Kuddos to your maturity and being such a strong guy emotionally.

The very very last time I'll ever ever drop a tear for you ever again.
After today, I'm not looking back anymore.
I wish you all the best and hope you'll find a much better girl than I am, because you deserve so so so much more for being such a nice guy.

From,
your friend. :D

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