Snapshots of my life

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Thoughts @ 1111

Been doing a little thinking recently.

If two person are not happy being together, why don't they just split up and head in their own direction? Does that applies to married couples? No? 
What happens when the honeymoon period is gone & happiness is gone too?
What if my parents are actually at this kind of stage but they are just holding it together because of their commitments and responsibilities?
Will I led a life like this? Will I love my child ( if i ever get one, but idk la giving birth is like WTF PAIN X PAIN X PAIN) more than I love my own happiness?
Now I dare say that I can be happy being single too. 
The grass is always greener on the other side.
But being single kinda gives me more control over my emotions?
No jealousy no arguments to ruin my day. Nothing. Although sometimes I do want somebody to text with or chat at night with, but those are minor as I can get away with the entertainments on computer.

Why continue being together when you don't feel happy anymore? 
Because Love is blind or you're just too scared being alone or you can't deal with the emotional pain?
Funny how love changes with time.
One year ago you can love somebody so much, another year later you can feel nothing but just a warmth of past towards the same person and then you move on to another person. The cycle repeats again and again. Since young I figured out that once you start liking somebody, you automatically stepped into this cycle of love.
The rate of divorce is so high now. So what if you get married? Why do people like to flirt with others who are STILL in a relationship? Idk. So much thoughts about future. Like will I eventually get married or I'll grow old and die alone.

Okay a little too much thinking. and if you're wondering, Yes Chia Ee is definitely having her pms period since she is thinking so much.

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